朋友~

这是我与一班超好的朋友的唯一一张大合照，还与当时的级任老师合照。

这可算是我人生中第一次以华文写部落格哦。因为我有个朋友说我用英文写部落格使到她没mood去读。哈哈。最近这几天发生了好多好多事情，可是一直都没时间表露，因为忙着考试。其实考试还在进行着，可是感觉上已经考完了~~因为Biology & Sejarah 都考了，松了一大口气。。最近这几天，我终于领悟到原来不是每一个人都懂得去珍惜别人对他们的好。即使是一个人以一个最真诚的心，他们始终觉得那只是为了一个目的。这几天的我非常的不好受。。。一直以来，我都想为一个人默默付出，去关怀她而不求任何回报，但只希望能够每一天看到她脸上带着笑容~~可是，我发觉到到最后我却换来两个字“绝交”！！！

这两个字真得让我非常不好受，因为自从上了中学后不曾有人告诉过我这两个字。我的确感到很伤，心里一直问自己值得吗？最后，我只认为这值不值得并不是重点，而能够让自己做一些能令别人快乐的事才重要。经过这个挫折，我也看到了我身旁的真心朋友。。他们各个都很关心我，担心我一直把这事情成为负担，所以我告诉自己要坚强，与朋友快快乐乐的一起混下去。哈哈。有位朋友也鼓励我振作起来，证明给大家看朋友的爱比那些不懂得珍惜被爱的人来得更重要。这句话让我感到有点感动，也成为了我的推动力。我也对自己许下一个承诺，我从这一刻开始要回到从前的自己，一个秉持着永远都打不死的精神的自己。我还是我，我永远都会做自己。。。

朋友，
当我有难时，是你们给了我力量。
当我伤心时，是你们给予我安慰。
当我跌倒时，是你们鼓励我站起来。
当我寂寞时，是你们陪伴了我。
我们的相遇并非偶然，而是注定的，
因缘难得，
我永远都会好好的珍惜你我之间真挚的友情。。。。

~~友谊永固~~

P/S: 朋友们，考试加油哦！！！


By,
Nick..

BuSy LiF3

It is a couple weeks that i havent updated my blog due to the busy life.. What?! Exam is around the corner.. Oh gosh! Everyone in my class made me feel extremely nervous.. The class that look like bazaar daily had turned over to become a quite place just as the library. When I just step into the classroom, I could see friends around me are sitting down on a chair and facing on thier books with no regrets.For me, I havent have my mood yet to study at all actually..I am still thinking of how I am going to plan my coming soon holidays already.. Huh.. And I was so excited that I can't wait to follow on my driving practise. Yesterday was my first practical for driving. I was so nervous when I first sat on the seat of the driver's seat.. Once the trainer ask me to let go the handbreak, I feel even more nervous and could not stay calm and worry of the car knocking towards something.. Haha.. Hopefully the follow on practise can be more smooth as we all know practise make perfect... Exam!Exam!Exam!
Stress!Stress!Stress...............................................
Actually I do really agree that students study just to pass in their examinations...Haha.. Becoz the same incident had reflected on me..
Anyway, I hope all the best for the people who are going to sit for the first semester examinations. ^_^ I think I would stop blogging temporarily as the busy life goes on.. Hopefully I could bring something more exciting in the following blog..........

Happy Moment In Life~

After started to write blogs, I just found out that this would be probably the first one mentioning positive feelings or somethings that had made my life to joy. For your information, I had just participated the Public Speaking Competition in the English Carnival that was held yesterday in Datuk Mansor school. That would be consider the last time participating as this year I was form 5. For the last two years, I also did participate and I got champions for bothe years. So for this year is quite stress for me as teachers was putting the best hope on me hoping that I could maintain the good performances and score it just like the past.

On the day, teacher allowed me to bring two of my frenz to support me. Quite happy coz there was someone there to support me and give me courage to be on stage.. We reached there by bus early in the morning with the choral speaking representors of my school..After reaching the school, found out that the school was extremely large.

Once we reached there, me and my both friends were overwhelmed with joy..We also manage to get a few pics when we were there early in the morning. Later on the competition started. I got to know that I was the 7th participant among the 14 of them. A lucky number I think. Finally, it was my turn. I felt quite nervous actually. Before that my script was at least 6 minutes but when I was there I just get to know that only 5 minutes provided. So feeling nervous but at last still can overcome it with the support of my frens.
The first session had past, it comes to the impromptu speech part now, that means each participants are give couple of minutes to prepare and then is required to deliver it spontaneously. The topic was about "How to overcome stress?" . Still can manage with it . I just gave myself for 80% in the performances I made. When I was performing the impromptu speech, I found out that some of my true frens also there to support me. Feeling quite touched as it was unexpected.So I told myself to do the best of it and not to make my frens down and of course the teachers. ha.

The below photo is taken by friend during competition:


After waiting waiting and waiting, it finally reaches 5.00, the most important moment that is the prize-giving ceremony. Quite exhaust after waiting for such long. Soon, the chairperson started to announce the results for Public Speaking Competition. "The third place goes to... Second is... And the Champion goes to LEE MING HONG from SMJK Chi Wen." What! I can't believe my ears again.. My school mates cheer the hall with their applauses and voices. Feeling so happy that I never let people arond me down. Yes, I did it! My school also got champion for the choral speaking competition. It is a good news too for over school.
Although feeling tired, I was still so so so happy. As tomorrow is my important day, haha. My birthday. So this results in the competition can already considered as one of the greatest gift as birthday present in my life for this year. Appreciate it so much. I would also like to use this oppurtunity to thank all my friends arond me that had given me the best wishes and supporting me over there, and to the teachers they had trained me hardly and always given me the courage to do it well, and of course thanks to my parents that had always be there when I need. I will continue to do well in future and I hope the best for the coming soon state level competition...
Thanks~ ^_^ Best Wishes For Everyone Too!

Text by Nick..

LiFe To FacE???

Recently, I am always considering and thinking wheter I myself is a successful leader or not?After a long term thinking, I could say that I am still not consider a fully successful one in leadership. There is still a large space for me to improve and upgrade myself. Every leader does have their stress and hardships or even challenges to face, it is about who you are and what you want to become of yourself. Same to me, I also having stress after being the leader of the prefect team. But the point is that how are we going to face everything steadily. Sometimes there are a few options to choose to face out problems, why not we choose the positive way if we can? In daily life, the most thing that we are going to face is the people around us. So, it is very important to know how to get along with people around us. Actually, sometimes I use to lose some friends around me due to some unwanted misunderstanding .So what can i do? That was the fact already. So, the things that I can do is to recognize more frens and people around me. But not stopping there and do nothing or being aggressive. "A wise man learns from their mistakes". Never feel regret to the mistake you hade done, but learn something from the mistake you hade done and turn over a new leaf and you can be the better one.
For me, I am not consider a perfect leader actually. Actually, there were so many stress and problems that I need to face each day. But what I choose is I face my life happily. I choose not to bother how people angry, hate or even gossips about me. But I try to do things that make people around me to feel happy. "Be yourself" becomes the motto for me personally to lead my life. Whenever people comment about me I would not care too much. I will just interpret, and I will change it if I think it really affect the whole situation. If it is just the gossips, I would rather not care. A successful people is always be strict to their desicions and never be affected by the gossips. Just feel those who are gossiping just as singing.
Followed by, each leader have certain things they need to sacrifice. For example, I sacrificed some of my friendship indirectly.However,it depends very much on the point we stand. Never feel regret to the sacrifices we made as it will reflect a better future for our own. So we don't know what happen next, what happen tomorrow, next week or in the future, so why not let us face life happily each day. A simle on the face keeps away tons of problems from us. Some of my friends use to scold me in purposely sometimes just for the fun of it but what to do? For me, i will think that if scolding me that is a kind of interest of his or her and can make the one to feel happy and why not just let it be. I just want to be myself. I am still a happy one. Nothing to be worry. If one day I lost everything, I will still have my family, I still have my siblings, I still have my relatives. They would be my 100% supporters forever. I will always appreciate every single one around me as we know life brief candle.
Anyway, it is actually quite difficult to express my feelings or opinions into words. No pain no gain. Nothin' is impossible. So take all these words as encouragement for us to succeed in our life.

The stress life

Recently, I am quite busy with some activities or competitions. For your information, ever since I was young, I am always the active one that loves to get involve in a variety of competitions or activities.Being the practical down to earth person I am, the purpose of participating in any competitions or activities may able to upgrade our own talents and lead us to a better future..
These days, I had came across some tough problems that consist of many choices that require a lot of considerations~~
Here comes it----1) One of my Malay teacher would like me to participate in the Malay Debate Competition that will be held on the 1st April and 2nd April. 2) One of my Chinese teacher would like me to participate the chinese debate competition that hold in school today as a guide for the teacher to select representors for the distrcit level competition that will be held on the 2nd April. 3) One of my discipline teacher would like me to participate a coarse about leadership that held today either..
Oh, my God! I was mad of it.. As I need to make a tough desicion to decide what competitions should I participate.. I am a piece of blank at first. Actually, before that I was planning to go for the coarse as one of my friend from another school is going for that coarse too and I can't wait to see him after couple of months we did not contact each other.. But if I participate that coarse, I could not ever participate the chinese debate at all...I started to feel that I will be so selfish if I had ever go to that coarse as we all know that a debate competition requires mostly on co-operations among the team mates.I told to myself that no matter what I must be someone who is responsible..Although I knew that participating the debate competition today does not mean that high possibilities will represent the school, alas I still made the desicion strictly that to stay back to be with my team to debate with our spirits...!Yeah!
Sacrificing that great opprtunity going to that coarse, of course I'll feel that quite upset but I had at least learnt some lessons that sometimes we do really need to sacrifice something else to gain success.
And the moment I decided to participate the chinese debate, my team mates and I quickly made our discussion and burn the midnight oil. (The competition will be held the next day and we have not even prepare any of the information before that) So, my team mates and I started to feel nervous on that night, as we are a piece of blank. Of course I felt thousands of worries in my heart during the discussion in my team mate's house. I am not worry about of the winning actually , but I am worry about my team or I myself can't perform the best of ourselves...
Well, today is the day of the competition, and I still haven't finish my script.. What's wrong with me!!? I was trying to finish up as much as possible my script but sometimes i got stuck for the fluency of my script. I did not even have any evidence to prove my words for the script.When i went to ask my team mates, my team mates seem to be more nervous than I am. Although they looked nervous, I still felt very very very happy as they are putting as much effort as they can and they are paying fully concern on it. I am touched of it and so I did not ask them so that not to disturb them to make sure they can be well-prepared soon..
Soon, there comes the competition.. Feeling quite nervous the moment when i stepped in the hall.Later the competition started. My team was selected as the gouvernment, and of course my team mate is the first to stand up to give her views as I am the second debater. I felt so shocked actually when I saw my first debater friend to speak out. I could hardly say that she did really well and extraodinary.. I felt so touched and happy that my team mates are still confident on it..
As I was not well prepared, of coarse I could not perform well..
Soon, the results was being announced.. My team lost!Feeling a bit sad of course(commen reaction)But I still feel enough to be there as my team mates had done their really best. And I felt so sorry for them as maybe I would be one of the factor that cause my team lost. I felt a bit sorry and sad for this...And of coarse higher possibilities I would not be selected to represent the school..
Stilll ok, for me. I think I can take it.. Ha.Anyway I am happy that I had learnt many lessons from the competition above. I had learnt how to co-operate and of coarse not to do things on the last minute..And of coarse I can gain friendship. I do really happy to be with my team mates. Being with them, I feel fun and happy . A lost in the competition doesn't mean anything, but what is important is the learning process.Anyway I do hope my team mates will be selected to be represent the school and to prove that I am the luckiest one that to have the best team mates!
Thanks and best wishes..

Sincerely by Nick,

A love Story

Love actually is the terms that expression of intense feeling towards something or somebody. Being the practical down to earth person I am, for me love is something compassionate that might make the world full of touchness.. Maybe some of the people around had came across what is love and maybe some havent.. Love can be classified as many varieties.. Here, I would like to elaborate more about love between two individuals from different sex which chemistry love can take place...
Recently, some people around me is already in love and for me they look so sweet and happy. For me true love brings touchness and happiness.. Not only that, but some people around me may not involve with love and maybe facing some problems with it..
As for somebody, I think can be consider as those who is having problem with it.. According to "his" memory, there was once a person that came to appear in "his" life and use to give him a great influence since "he" was 13 . "He" jz get to noe "her" in 14 actually... There were so many sweet memories during the past..When "he" was 14, "he" started to know the type of person she is. "He" felt so comfort and happy when chit-chatting with "her" . Whenever anyone of them had any problem, they used to message each other to express each others feelings. They even sometimes use to gossip about somebody. Quite interesting hah?!ha. "He" was so cleared that there was a special incident happened when "he" was in 14. Once, she was facing a love problem. One day, she came to "him" and ask about "his" personal opinion that there is somebody is trying to woo her and asking about what she is going to do.. And "he" told her to consider by herself that love is not something that we can play the fool. "He" recommended that to be concern on her studies and get to know more about herself before she make any desicions. After several months, they didn't chat. "He" jz came across to know that she was with the boy already. "He" had nothing to say just feeling that was "He" right to tell her those things before that?
Later, they use to come up to 15. One day, "he" suddenly came across that she broke up with the guy. "He" was shocked that it happened just all of the sudden.. But later on "he" just feel nothing. But till "he" saw her crying becoz of that incident, "he" started to feel sympathy. And so "he" just console her to be strong and just to concern on her studies as PMR is around the corner..And she promised "him" to be a happy one again. And "he" was thinking that did "he" suppose to console her that time as "he" was trying to stop her from love due to her immature when she was in 14. Anyway, "he" just feel more comfort after seeing her stop crying...
From that day onwards, they came to be even closer. No matter what happened, she will let "him" know and asked about "his" opinions. So they always use to chat to each other everyday.. Sometimes, she even message "him" first to concern about him. That made "him" really curious.. Later on, "he" started to feel that himself having the intense feeling towards her.. And becoz of that, "he" plucked up "his" courage to tell her "his" feelings towards her.. And "he" was so surprised that she had the same feelings that "he" had too. But unfortunately, she did not accept "him".. And that made "him" quite disappointed that time.. Eventhough,"he" was being rejected, "he" never gave up. "He" tried to put in as much as effort as "he" could to gain her heart again as "he" knew that when true love comes nothing can stopped it..After 3 months of effort, finally "he" was accepted. Hah. "He" could not even believe himself. That time "he" just can feel that "he" was so so so excited, happy,joy. And it is so difficult to express "his" feelings into words as that was the first love "he" met.. Although that 3 months is quite tough for "him" to pass through, "he" still feel happy with it..
So "his" first love began like that.. Soon, they came up to 16.."He" still remembered that once they had the oppurtunity that to hands together.The moment "he" got her hands, "he" hold tight from letting it go off.Maybe that would be one of my "his" significant to keep her as someone important in "his" heart tightly and to make sure no one is going to replace it.. That time "he" felt so happy and so lucky to have someone that is so kind, understand, concern, humble and sacrifice for "him" as "his" other half..They also did promise that they will be together no matter what happens.. That was the sweetest memory "he" ever had in "his" life and "he" could not forget it till today ever since it had passed quite some time...Sometimes, she even send something sweet by message to comfort "his" heart and "his" soul...For "him", she was one of the person that can really give "him" a great influence or even give "him" courage or confidence when doing something..
"He" always use to care about her so so so much as she was the first person that "he" ever have my true love ever since "he" was young. She was the first one! So "he" was telling himself that no matter what, "he" will do whatever to protect her from anything.. But everthing changed after couple of months when "he" was in 16, "he" found that she was changing.. "He" was so close with so many boys that she never use to do that in the past. As I saw it, of course as a common reaction "he" will surely feel nervous and worry about it as she was the person that "he" was really really care with..Soon, she started to feel that "he" would care too much and she disliked it.. But that time "he" was just a piece of blank becoz "he" was just trying to mantain her position in my heart.
Until then one day, she came to "him" and told me that "he" was not the one she loved anymore. That time "his" fragile heart really dropped highly from the heaven to the hell.... "He" really could not describe "his" feelings that time. The reason she gave that is "he" cared too much that she did not have spaces enough but then "he" was trying to give her the best "he" could.. "He" was thinking that if she did really cares about what "he" thinks about she should also care what she did will made "him" care or not..
That moment, tears started to roll over "his" cheeks.. Why that "he" was so useless to protect someone or to mantain one's heart.. "He" even thought of committing suicide..Coz that was the first love and of course that was the first time to face the lost of love.....Since that day, she did not come to bother anymore not even a concern..Quite hurt...
Until today "he" was in 17. She did not even keep "him" as a friend in heart I think so. She does not concern "him" anymore as how she concerned in 14. Of course "he" could not expect anymore from her.... "He" was asking himself that izzit only we can give concern to those who we love only??
What Does "he" Suppose to Do?? "He" was trying to erase her appearance in "his" mind but "he" found it tough.. Until today "he" feels quite upset when she just pass through "him" like that even that she saw "him"... Is "he" too childish mentally? Love made"him" feels so confused.. And this love matter did really affect "his" secondary life very much.. "He" doesn't even have a guide what to do...
But "he" just can say that once a true love is there is not that easy to forget as we use to say by words that simple. If one can forget an intense feeling towards someone, "he" thinks that would be consider an immature love............
Anyway, "he" is still who "he" is.. "He" will still fight for "his" aim aimbitiously...And do things that "he" suppose to do everyday to face life.. Hoping that miracle will appear in "his" life...............................................


Story by Nick,

First Time Blogging~

This can be consider the first time ever that i blog on the net to express feelings towards an incident.Feeling quite happy and a great pleasure having this blog. Finally, there was something that i can proclaim to when i feel sad, happy, excited or nervous ...For me, a blog is a place where i can express all my feelings that no one else can feel it or understand it.. Sometimes is so difficult for me to make one understand my position or my own opinion towards a subject. By writing blog, i think it can make me feeling more comfort after finish expressing all those negative feelings...
I am in Form 5 this year, the year that I am going to face the largest challenge in the secondary moment. Feeling quite nervous and excited to know what am I in the no longer future.. I do have "tons" of resolutions for this year, hoping that i can be the better one and leaving sweet and touching memories......
It would be a tough year to face through this year for me... So many hardships that I need to come across soon.. I do hope that those kind of hardhips can really make me grow up in mentally or physically...
Basically, this is the first time i am writing blog and i having no idea what more to express..Hah..
Hoping that i can have a larger space to express my feelings for the incoming blog...