A love Story

Love actually is the terms that expression of intense feeling towards something or somebody. Being the practical down to earth person I am, for me love is something compassionate that might make the world full of touchness.. Maybe some of the people around had came across what is love and maybe some havent.. Love can be classified as many varieties.. Here, I would like to elaborate more about love between two individuals from different sex which chemistry love can take place...
Recently, some people around me is already in love and for me they look so sweet and happy. For me true love brings touchness and happiness.. Not only that, but some people around me may not involve with love and maybe facing some problems with it..
As for somebody, I think can be consider as those who is having problem with it.. According to "his" memory, there was once a person that came to appear in "his" life and use to give him a great influence since "he" was 13 . "He" jz get to noe "her" in 14 actually... There were so many sweet memories during the past..When "he" was 14, "he" started to know the type of person she is. "He" felt so comfort and happy when chit-chatting with "her" . Whenever anyone of them had any problem, they used to message each other to express each others feelings. They even sometimes use to gossip about somebody. Quite interesting hah?!ha. "He" was so cleared that there was a special incident happened when "he" was in 14. Once, she was facing a love problem. One day, she came to "him" and ask about "his" personal opinion that there is somebody is trying to woo her and asking about what she is going to do.. And "he" told her to consider by herself that love is not something that we can play the fool. "He" recommended that to be concern on her studies and get to know more about herself before she make any desicions. After several months, they didn't chat. "He" jz came across to know that she was with the boy already. "He" had nothing to say just feeling that was "He" right to tell her those things before that?
Later, they use to come up to 15. One day, "he" suddenly came across that she broke up with the guy. "He" was shocked that it happened just all of the sudden.. But later on "he" just feel nothing. But till "he" saw her crying becoz of that incident, "he" started to feel sympathy. And so "he" just console her to be strong and just to concern on her studies as PMR is around the corner..And she promised "him" to be a happy one again. And "he" was thinking that did "he" suppose to console her that time as "he" was trying to stop her from love due to her immature when she was in 14. Anyway, "he" just feel more comfort after seeing her stop crying...
From that day onwards, they came to be even closer. No matter what happened, she will let "him" know and asked about "his" opinions. So they always use to chat to each other everyday.. Sometimes, she even message "him" first to concern about him. That made "him" really curious.. Later on, "he" started to feel that himself having the intense feeling towards her.. And becoz of that, "he" plucked up "his" courage to tell her "his" feelings towards her.. And "he" was so surprised that she had the same feelings that "he" had too. But unfortunately, she did not accept "him".. And that made "him" quite disappointed that time.. Eventhough,"he" was being rejected, "he" never gave up. "He" tried to put in as much as effort as "he" could to gain her heart again as "he" knew that when true love comes nothing can stopped it..After 3 months of effort, finally "he" was accepted. Hah. "He" could not even believe himself. That time "he" just can feel that "he" was so so so excited, happy,joy. And it is so difficult to express "his" feelings into words as that was the first love "he" met.. Although that 3 months is quite tough for "him" to pass through, "he" still feel happy with it..
So "his" first love began like that.. Soon, they came up to 16.."He" still remembered that once they had the oppurtunity that to hands together.The moment "he" got her hands, "he" hold tight from letting it go off.Maybe that would be one of my "his" significant to keep her as someone important in "his" heart tightly and to make sure no one is going to replace it.. That time "he" felt so happy and so lucky to have someone that is so kind, understand, concern, humble and sacrifice for "him" as "his" other half..They also did promise that they will be together no matter what happens.. That was the sweetest memory "he" ever had in "his" life and "he" could not forget it till today ever since it had passed quite some time...Sometimes, she even send something sweet by message to comfort "his" heart and "his" soul...For "him", she was one of the person that can really give "him" a great influence or even give "him" courage or confidence when doing something..
"He" always use to care about her so so so much as she was the first person that "he" ever have my true love ever since "he" was young. She was the first one! So "he" was telling himself that no matter what, "he" will do whatever to protect her from anything.. But everthing changed after couple of months when "he" was in 16, "he" found that she was changing.. "He" was so close with so many boys that she never use to do that in the past. As I saw it, of course as a common reaction "he" will surely feel nervous and worry about it as she was the person that "he" was really really care with..Soon, she started to feel that "he" would care too much and she disliked it.. But that time "he" was just a piece of blank becoz "he" was just trying to mantain her position in my heart.
Until then one day, she came to "him" and told me that "he" was not the one she loved anymore. That time "his" fragile heart really dropped highly from the heaven to the hell.... "He" really could not describe "his" feelings that time. The reason she gave that is "he" cared too much that she did not have spaces enough but then "he" was trying to give her the best "he" could.. "He" was thinking that if she did really cares about what "he" thinks about she should also care what she did will made "him" care or not..
That moment, tears started to roll over "his" cheeks.. Why that "he" was so useless to protect someone or to mantain one's heart.. "He" even thought of committing suicide..Coz that was the first love and of course that was the first time to face the lost of love.....Since that day, she did not come to bother anymore not even a concern..Quite hurt...
Until today "he" was in 17. She did not even keep "him" as a friend in heart I think so. She does not concern "him" anymore as how she concerned in 14. Of course "he" could not expect anymore from her.... "He" was asking himself that izzit only we can give concern to those who we love only??
What Does "he" Suppose to Do?? "He" was trying to erase her appearance in "his" mind but "he" found it tough.. Until today "he" feels quite upset when she just pass through "him" like that even that she saw "him"... Is "he" too childish mentally? Love made"him" feels so confused.. And this love matter did really affect "his" secondary life very much.. "He" doesn't even have a guide what to do...
But "he" just can say that once a true love is there is not that easy to forget as we use to say by words that simple. If one can forget an intense feeling towards someone, "he" thinks that would be consider an immature love............
Anyway, "he" is still who "he" is.. "He" will still fight for "his" aim aimbitiously...And do things that "he" suppose to do everyday to face life.. Hoping that miracle will appear in "his" life...............................................


Story by Nick,